Tuesday, September 14, 2010

to tell or not to tell ;)

So he was drunk (so he says), a guy he met that night gave him head. (big deal right?) So he asks me, should i or shouldn't i tell my hubby?

I told him you have 2 choices:

1. stop whining about what happened, shut up and forget it happened.
2. come clean, tell him. of course only two things will happen when you do this:
2.1 bye. booohoooo
2.2 he'll forgive you, but he'll ask you an hour by the hour update on your whereabouts. eventually you'll go to 2.1.

what say you? ;)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

been a while

got caught up in moving out and moving in to a new place. now im all setlled in my new crib, roosting with a new rooster :D

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

You cant hurry love ;)

"Oh, you just have to wait...
They said love dont come easy..."

I have moved on finally (i know this is the nth time im saying this lol ). I'm in the passenger seat this time, nice to lie back and go with the flow. Now let me go back to singing that phil collins song ;)

Oh, by the way, thats me and the new guy up there :P

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Rearing its Ugly head

It was just a matter of time. They say you only see the real person underneath all that icing after you strip off the pleasantries and the niceness.

Funny, my good friend was right. Im just too nice a guy, i kinda see the good side of every person and ignore the rest. I wouldn't call it being naive, its more of making an effort not to be jaded and cynical about people.

Ah well, i still wish you well. ;) bahala na si lord sayo.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I had fun ;)

It was a long ride, bumpy at times, blind corners, unlit streets, big highways, but im getting off, ill ride with someone else now. Bye bye ;)

Friday, April 16, 2010

Teehee :P

Almost there!!! :P

Just when you least expect it, love comes. And it came in a big way. He's just plain adorable. Wish me luck. :D

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Running empty soon

If you still wanna ride with me, tell me soon. Passenger seats still empty.

But hurry up, might get someone else to sit there. One with a full tank of good ole love.


Wiki - Pride is, depending on the interactional and cultural context, either a high sense of one's personal status (i.e., leading to judgements of personality and character) or the specific mostly positive emotion that is a product of praise or independent self-reflection. Philosophers and social psychologists have noted that pride is a complex secondary emotion which requires the development of a sense of self and the mastery of relevant conceptual distinctions (e.g., that pride is distinct from happiness and joy) through language-based interaction with others[1]. Some social psychologists identify it as linked to a signal of high social status.[2]One definition of pride in the first sense comes from St. Augustine: "the love of one's own excellence".[3] In this sense, the opposite of pride is humility.

He said he was too proud, i said i was more than proud. When in love, which comes first- pride or humility? I was hurt, he was the source of it. Why then cant people forego pride? and just go with humility? Humble pie is tasty anyway. LOL.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Broken Record

It finally dawned on me that maybe he isnt the right person for me. Maybe its because i'm no longer in love that i see what's exactly infront of me.

I used to think for the longest time that after all the things we went through that we'd still end up together.

That happening is bleak.

Im a go back to sleep and start dreaming again of a perfect partner... LOL!

Sunday, February 28, 2010

He loves me, he loves me not

Ok, so now were going out and doing thesame things we used to do. But there is one tiny bit of difference. Well not so tiny, depending on who you're asking.

He still meets up with other guys and hooks up.

Yeah things like this used to totally freak me out. I dunno if you could call it as me evolving into someone i would never dream of being.

Well if you ask me if i'm totally cool with being in an open relationship, i wouldnt or couldnt say yes. Dont get me wrong, i know exactly why couples do it, but am i ready for that? hmmm maybe in due time.

Which brings me back to that question, does he love me less by hooking up with other guys? Or better yet, do I love him less because he does that?

But before i answer that, ive to tell you that im no saint myself, i hook up like 10x more than he does. But the difference is, i do it for an entirely different reason. (If you have to ask why, go through my previous posts)

Sigh. I'm on an emo trip so early in the week :(

Even with all the crap this crap im going through, im still in love with the kid.

Who needs a fucking daisy to tell me anyway. ;)

Friday, February 12, 2010

There's this guy.

Well we met a couple of months ago. I kinda instantly liked him the moment i saw him. Its just that we kinda get along really well then pffft. then starts off again.

Love is such a strange emotion.

whats fucks around, goes around.

So, he goes to do it with someone. I thought i was ok with it, but for some twisted reason i felt sad. Do i still like him? Do i see him in a different light?

Maybe cause i wasnt ready to find out yet. but when will i be?

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Candidate number.....

Now I'm dating like crazy. Ladies and Gentlemen....(drum roll)

oh before we get to that here are the basic requirments: LOL! :D

speaks well
dresses well
good skin, fair
active (sports, gym, etc.)

Candidate number 3 - 28, teaches, pretty face, ok bod. Gets pretty boring if you're together too long.

Candidate number 2 - 34, advocate, pretty face, almost there hot bod. Nice personality, angsty a bit, would make a good partner. downside is he has something that i don't wanna get.

Candidate number 1 - 33, recently graduated 2nd course. swims daily, nice lean bod. great personality. im holding off on us becoming a couple, so i could get to know him more.

There. Verdict please. :P

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Hi I'm Nick and I'm a sex addict.

Ever since the break up, ive coping by getting a guy in bed everyday. It helped a bit at first, but when i was finally over my ex, it turned into a habit, now its one guy a day minimum. Is this unhealthy?

Always been on the safe side and always wore rubber, only time i go bare is when i do it with my ex, which is quite often.

So there. What say you?